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09 July 2007 @ 11:31 pm
Daily(ish) Drabble(ish) #7 - Sometimes, Sam/Dean, SPN.
First commenter on the day's drabble(ish) gets to provide pairing and prompt for the next one. You can choose from Spike/Xander, John/Rodney and Sam/Dean or choose one of them as a solo character. Give me a word, or mood, or something to think on and I'll see what I can do. I may expand the possible selection if this works and I actually get my mojo firing on all cylinders.</b> (Nobody gets two drabbles in a row. If you get one today, you don't get to have one tomorrow, even if your comment is up first.)

Author: darkhavens
Title: Sometimes
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: PG-13
Words: 258
Spoilers: References 'All Hell Breaks Loose', so if you haven't seen the S2 finale, be warned!
Concrit: darkhavens @ slashverse.com. If you spot a typo, please feel free to tell me in comments. I want you to!
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. No harm, no foul, no money made.
Warnings/Squicks: Non-graphic Wincest
Summary: Sometimes, Dean remembers what that yellow-eyed bastard said...
Notes: Written for angstpuppy who asked for Sam/Dean and gave the prompt 'humanity'.

Sometimes, when Sam does something decidedly un-Sammyish, Dean remembers what that yellow-eyed bastard said, just before their dad came out of nowhere and finished him off.

Sometimes, during a hunt, Sam seems to know which way the demon's going to come from or where it's hiding, when he really, really shouldn't. And he can't - or won't - say how he knows.

Sometimes, he'll take an immediate dislike to someone they're supposed to be helping. He'll hover silently in the background, tall and brooding, intimidating, casting dark shadows across the victim's face.

Sometimes, he'll slip away from Dean, only to return with things he shouldn't have been able to get hold of, information that he couldn't know. He denies he's got a handle on his... ability (abilities?), but Dean wonders.

The only times Dean doesn't wonder about Sam's continued humanity is when they're in bed and Sam is giving it up, open and honest, vocal and voracious.

When he's splayed across the bed, muscles tense and voice breaking, limbs shuddering with desire in reaction to Dean's touch - then Dean knows he's still Sammy, still real, still human, still his.

If, sometimes, he double-checks the color of Sam's eyes, he figures it's understandable after all the shit that's happened. And if Sam ever notices - and, God, Dean hopes he never does - Dean figures he’ll blame post-traumatic, post-resurrection stress disorder or something, and Sammy will flap and fuss and coddle him until Dean takes a swing, and then they'll be good again.

He can't bear to consider the alternative.

feeling: contemplativecontemplative
Sal Shearersaldemonium on July 9th, 2007 10:34 pm (UTC)
I keep meaning to watch SPN, and your drabbles make want to do it now. =)
darkhavens: sn damaged [literati]darkhavens on July 9th, 2007 10:44 pm (UTC)
Oh, you should! Unfortunately, the show doesn't include the porny, incestuous bits, but we can't have everything done for us, right? It's still worth watching! *g*

And congratulations - you made the first comment, which means you get to provide the next pairing and prompt. (My acceptable pairing/character list as at the top of the post.)
Sal Shearersaldemonium on July 10th, 2007 12:00 am (UTC)
I have the first season, I just need to make the time to sit down and start watching. ;) They're awfully pretty.

Yay! Umm... hmm. Picking something is hard. Heh. If this is wrong, poke me.

John/Rodney, curves - Rodney in drag
darkhavens: rodney adorkable [literati]darkhavens on July 10th, 2007 12:03 am (UTC)
They are obscenely pretty! *g*

And... wow! Not wrong at all. Boggling, but not wrong. *starts thinking* :D
Sal Shearersaldemonium on July 10th, 2007 12:13 am (UTC)
Ha! I'm like the Spanish Inquisition, no one expects my prompts! *cheeky grin*
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darkhavens: sn sex [literati]darkhavens on July 9th, 2007 11:20 pm (UTC)
Thank you!

I don't think it would be possible to fake anything during sex with Dean, and definitely not humanity. *g*
...fromyourashes on July 10th, 2007 12:12 am (UTC)
oh babylove i luff it. luff it so much i've given you a smooshy endearment.
darkhavens: jensen guh [literati]darkhavens on July 10th, 2007 01:38 am (UTC)
Hee! Thank you. Smooshy endearments are the highest form of praise. *g*
~D: SPN-SamDean-SHP1.3-NearKisseboniorchid on July 10th, 2007 01:28 am (UTC)
I liked this lots. Very insightful and intriguing and sexy. Bravo!
darkhavensdarkhavens on July 10th, 2007 01:42 am (UTC)
Thank you! :D

I am Derek's vocal eyebrows: lm; ftg [me]literati on July 10th, 2007 02:26 am (UTC)
ooh! angstyness!

You know, we could very well see this in S3.

darkhavens: sn almost [literati]darkhavens on July 11th, 2007 11:47 pm (UTC)
Oh, i wish! fankoo. *smooch*
tabaqui: s&dlistentabaqui on July 10th, 2007 03:29 am (UTC)
Dean figures he’ll blame post-traumatic, post-resurrection stress disorder or something, and Sammy will flap and fuss and coddle him until Dean takes a swing, and then they'll be good again.</i Heeeeeee. Yeah. Oh, boys. You just *know* he's going to be thinking about that... Niice.
darkhavens: sn orally fixated [literati]darkhavens on July 11th, 2007 11:48 pm (UTC)
Thank you!

Dean angsts so prettily... *g*
Madders: other- manipmadders on July 10th, 2007 08:40 am (UTC)
This is excellent babe! :o*
darkhavens: jensen the sex [literati]darkhavens on July 11th, 2007 11:51 pm (UTC)
Thank you, darlin'! :D
katbcollkatbcoll on July 10th, 2007 03:50 pm (UTC)
Ooooooooooo *bounces* Wonderful, wonderful!

and Sammy will flap and fuss and coddle him until Dean takes a swing, and then they'll be good again.
*laughs* that's them to a "T"
darkhavens: sn blues bros [literati]darkhavens on July 11th, 2007 11:52 pm (UTC)
Thank you! Nothing says brotherly love like a punch in the jaw. *g*
katbcollkatbcoll on July 12th, 2007 02:24 am (UTC)
Nothing says brotherly love like a punch in the jaw.
Especially if we're talking Winchesters! *laughs*
~Alice~: SPN Dean savior by iconaddictvinniebatman on July 11th, 2007 06:33 pm (UTC)
Wow, that was very chilling. A good look into something I think will pray heavily on Dean's mind in the new season.
And I enjoyed the yummy bit at the end, too!
darkhavens: jensen sexy back [literati]darkhavens on July 11th, 2007 11:55 pm (UTC)
Thank you!

You know Dean is going to let it eat away at him, getting him all angsty and would up. *glee* :D
dru: bw s&d in beddrvsilla on July 17th, 2007 08:39 pm (UTC)
meep. Very nice, and SO very what Dean would rely on to believe, and all the things he doesn't want to admit. ♥
darkhavens: sn feral [literati]darkhavens on July 31st, 2007 01:52 am (UTC)
Thank you!

Yeah, Dean would need to strip Sam down to the point where he was incapable of artifice, on a regular basis, just to check. *g*
questioning in order to create: wolfpacktigriswolf on July 31st, 2007 06:58 pm (UTC)
darkhavensdarkhavens on August 5th, 2007 02:20 am (UTC)
Thanks! :D